The Lazy Little Girl

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Becoming me

I have spent many of my days thinking about what i want in life, fantasizing about things and not living in the moment.

Recently i have been “called out” regarding my behavior by my best friend. Now, we have had this same talk in the past. The talk about my made up world and if you get down to it, lies, i guess.

So obviously I’m not a fully honest girl. Im the master unnecessary liar. I exaggerate my life in hopes of being liked more. I bet anyone reading this thinks I’m under the age of 18. No. Sadly I’m 28 and behave this way.

But Im old enough to know i need to change. Ive lost friendships and never built close relationships because of this. So I’m on my journey.

One of my closest friends gave me a book on the Sedona method. I really think it could work but its too complicated for me right now. I need the basics.

I was recommended a book on the teaching of mindfulness. Tonight I’m buying it on amazon and will start my journey of finding myself.

Ill be updating this blog to track my progress and will get into detail with my findings. I know im not alone in my actions and maybe i can find people who also want to change their life.

Here’s to day one.

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Maybe tomorrow…..

I went to sleep yesterday with goals and a direction for the day to come. I had a plan and was excited to plan out my day. You see, routine is very important. I have never had a good one, so I’m starting to organize my life. But I’m a dreamer. I have a vivid imagination that often leaves me dissatisfied with ordinary living. I had more fun dreaming of what my day would be rather than seeing that completed. It’s now 7 pm and I’ve done very little.

But here is where the fun starts. I can say, “The day is over, better plan for tomorrow.”
But I won’t.

I’m getting to work on that list. I may have started late, but I’m starting.

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Last but not least….Red


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All magic comes at a price dearie.



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I love Once Upon a Time


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Job interview today!!!

I am interviewing at 1 today! I’m so excited!


Random Thoughts

Watch for fireflies,
They keep the light.

Please don’t analyze,
You’ll loose the sight.

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Thinking about you

I love you jake! Thinking about you always and hope you’re feeling better. You’re a hero.

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Do you ever find yourself searching for something? I often find that my memory is not very good. I misplace everything. From car keys to wallets, nothing is safe. I placed my keys on top of the fridge yesterday. No reason for it. Just setting the stage.

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